Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Nowhere to Hide


The Dream: I'm on an iceberg in a frozen world. I am taking part in a documentary meant to demonstrate how a person can create an ice fortress for protection from roaming beasts.

I have my own patch of territory, a rectangle marked with an edge of shoveled snow. The beasts begin to appear. I demonstrate how to make a small mound to hide behind. After I make the mound I'm told to crouch behind it, cradling my head in my arms. Even as I do this I have doubts that it will work. In the first place, the mound is a pile of dark earth. It seems to me that against the white snow this will only call attention to my hiding place. Next, as I try to hide behind it and tuck my head down I realize I can't see what's going on, and I don't see how that's going to help me avoid a predator.

Interpretation:
This dream shows me that my defenses are useless. I've tried to make myself safe by isolating myself on a frozen patch (a place free of emotion). Yet the only way the rectangular territory is cut off from its greater environment is visually; it's ridiculously simple for any threat to breach the boundary. And the threats do come, in the form of wild animals (my unacknowledged strong feelings). My attempts to hide from these are ludicrous and only make me more vulnerable.

It's interesting that I'm making a documentary, perhaps a symbol for my dream journal. I'm following the dictates of the “director” as I build my idiotic “fortress.” The message here is that I will not find my safe place—the place where I can live—by following the path laid out for me by others. In the final dream sequence the fact that I'm questioning what I've been told will keep me “safe” is a kind of progress.

2 comments:

Veronica said...

Carla, just wanted to note that these are no ordinary wild beasts!The green one has scales and looks closer to a crocodile or some form of amphibian.

This attack is coming from a deep layer, the parasympathetic system perhaps - the nerves, perhaps strong anxiety. And it is not going to be easy to understand, as one cannot communicate with such cold-blooded creatures..

Carla Young said...

Thanks, Veronica. Your comment about the drawing has made me realize that this dream is related to an earlier one, http://youngandjung.blogspot.com/search?q=shooting+off+his+mouth

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