Monday, April 26, 2010

The Next Step


I was completely stumped by this dream, but when my friend Beth heard it she knew exactly what it meant.

The Dream: There is a pattern on the floor made of oval-edged shapes. One motif to the right looks like a flower; the others are amorphous. The overall shape is a rectangle. I stand in front of this as if in a Step class and I do a step-like routine. I must place my foot on each of these shapes in a certain sequence. I do it perfectly.
Later I am called upon to do this again, and I find I have completely forgotten the routine. I stare blankly at the pattern on the floor and try to remember it. Someone wants to make a video of the step routine I can’t remember. I’m afraid it will be pornographic.

Interpretation:
Beth pointed out that this dream is about performance anxiety. There is a progression of “freezing up,” revealed by my reaction to three different levels of scrutiny:
  • Level 1 No Scrutiny: I’m perfect when I’m working on my own, with no one to observe.
  • Level 2 Some Scrutiny: Someone asks me to do something and I choke.
  • Level 3 Invasive Scrutiny: Someone wants to video my performance, and it feels like pornography.

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